Where did you go i miss you so. are you in heaven or in hell? i guess we can never tell. i miss seeing your smiling face, why did you have to leave this place? you were my inspiration for life, but now i just want cut myself open with a knife. i don't know what to think i just want another drink. so i can ease the pain i feel inside from running and hiding all this time. now you're dead.....well at least to me, even after all our history. i thought u were my dad but i guess you're not I'm so sorry that i forgot. can you honestly say you were there for me or did you just let me be? i would have done anything you no matter what the cost... but how can i help you when you seem so lost?
