Lost & Confussed

This was my f**k up
It always is anyways
In the misted of being
Lost and confused
I lost you
The one that i loved
Then i lost the only friend that cared
It tore me apart when i herd the news
That you were with her that night
My best-friend of all the people
You could have had
Clueless on witch to believe
She's famous for stealing, breaking true love
Your famous for fooling, with lovers heads
I yelled at her in school today
When she told me what happened last night
I hurt her deep
Ripped out her soul
Her tears fell like acid
It hurt me as much as her
I stuttered in words as i lost all control
I'm not sure now if i spoke to soon
I don't even know the real truth
I yelled at you later today
You seemed like you were being to strong to cry
You seemed so confused
Almost as much as i
Now I'm lost on who is lying
Both ways it's gonna kill me
My love and,
My friend
Without you
All i am
Is lost in the end

-this is to Josh and Best-Freind Jam shit has worked out now, me and Jam are fine and me and Josh are "buddies" for now atleast.