A dream only I could dream

Love burns

Like the pain bruising my heart

My Bruising heart trying to heal

This beautiful girl I see standing in the mirror

If I am so pretty

Why can I not see the beauty

Little smiles here and there

Bring joy to all around me

Long thick hair

That blows gently in the breeze

Beauty is all they say

Time heals everything

Even the smallest of scars

But I fear it's all just a simple lie

From the penile in my hand

To the paper it is upon

Everything is deadly to me now

I fear I will never be loved

With my pain

I hide behind my smiles

And shack with every world I say

Bruising kills my heart

Why do I do the things that I do

I'm looking for love

Where it may never be found

I drop a tear

For every moment I thought I was ugly

For every time I knew not to...but did

For every time I told you that I loved you

And knew it was true

My pain takes me in time

Where you had kissed all my worries away

I hold onto memories

You may have already forgotten

Wondering if things will ever be the same

Still I hide behind that smile

That everyone adores just so much

And shake with every word that I say

Do you not see

I dream only a dream I could ever dream