The saddest suicide

You have no idea how bad your hurting me
you have no idea how much your tearing me apart
should i swallow these pills
flush it down with bleach and booze
should i tie this rope into a noose
and knock down this chair
should i take this knife
and cut to deep
or should i take this gun
and pull the trigger
should i drive this car
off that steep steep hill
I'll do what you choose
but take note to this,
people feel pain
and people get hurt
I've made another stain
I've fallen in the dirt
and i can't get up
you dig a grave
10 feet deep
cause when i went off that cliff
it was a bit to steep.