Alone and Lost

Its like i'm left
all alone once again
no one to help me
get through my pain
my eyes are sore
my chest achs with every heart beat
the tears came down like rain
my heart is pumping very slowly
my wrists are covered
in tatoos
my arms are decorated
by my razor blade
my stomach begs for food
but i retreat
i must not eat
I'm way to fat
everyone is gone
my reflection is a ghostly complection
barely there
just skin and bones
scars upon scars
that tell a story
on how my pain was in a bottle
that was finally released.