Today

Today is a day
I don't know what to say
all weighs heavy on my mind
One more day to leave behind
one more tear to shed in the dark
one more jagged place in a broken heart
Today is one more nightmare, final scene
from witch I wake with a silent scream
Today is one more memory
that will stop me from being free
Today there is one more demon within
that I must fight and win
Today I felt that unreal feeling
the one that leaves me reeling
leaving my lips the color of Satan's blood
my emotions whirling in a flood
and my skin as pale as the living dead
All these thoughts stuck inside my head
deep in the purple haze
trapped in the spiraling maze
Of today
I hope it goes away