Just like me

Love it? hate it? don't understand it?

someday when I'm gone away
when i am nothing but a writing on a grave
will you understand what I've been through
understand why i was silenced
while everyone was laughing
while everyone was smiling
i hid and died away
well one day the rain will fall
sink into the ground
wash away, what has put me down
wash away the endless tears
I'll be beautiful, I will never again frown
wash away every memory
every dream that was unfilled
every sin, every world, every sentence that was left unheard
wash it away what used to matter
as I close my eyes on this day
all the things I've known will fall and crumble away
broken heart will disappear, left with not a single tear
everyone I once loved, everyone who once pretended to care
they will be left with no answers
all there fears, all there worries, all those scary ghost stories
what I once knew
drift away as another day comes
leaving me with this body of numb
this what I'll become
never to hear from
never to again breath the air
never again to feel the pain of skin tear
this is what you'll be
dead
as you lay next to me