The path to heaven

She clenches her fist, punches the wall.
Leans against it, and slowly falls.

Hits the floor, lays there limp.
Holding his picture, tight in her grip.

Breaths in heavy, lets it out slow.
Chokes on her voice, whispers "why'd you go?"

Pulls her knees to her chest.
holding it all in, is what she knows best

Twitches and shutters from all the crying.
Deep inside she knows shes dying.

Pushes herself to the floor.
Because god wont answer her anymore.

She breathes in deep, with not exhale.
Her face turns thin blue, and pale.

Pounds her fist, so hard it bleeds.
Cries out loud, begs and pleads.

Screams so loud, her window breaks.
Holds a piece up, while her hand shakes.

Whispers to go, "is this the answer?"
Drags it down her wrist, as the blood drips off her.

Tears drip slowly, down her cheek.
A ending spot is what they seek.

Streaming down, past her chin.
Down her arm, into her skin.

Runs down her hand, her finger tips.
The words "i loved him", parts her lips.

Loosened her grip, in her fist.
On the back of the picture, something she missed.

Words arranged into a line.
"Ill love you until the end of time."

Holds it up, the words she trace.
Turned it around to see his face.

His smirking smile, his eyes light blue.
Drops the picture, into the bloody pool.

Takes the glass, drags it along.
Whispers "the end of time wasn't very long."

Her vision blurs, her senses dull.
Pukes up blood, by the mouthful.

Her head slides, down to the floor.
When there is a knock at the door.

His voice through the door, to her hears.
She tries to hold on, but disappears.

He hears silence, that scares him so.
Through the door, he tries to go.

Screams and shouts, kicks it down.
Sees her body on the ground.

He runs to her, holds her tight.
Whispers "its gonna be alright."

The next day her best friend found them.
With all the bloody pools around them.

His arm around her, his body close.
Carved in his arm was "i loved her most."

On the blood stained picture, on the floor.
Was more words then written before.

"Ill love you until the end of time.
Even after you will be mine.

i am sorry that i had to go.
i told you i loved you, i thought you'd know.

I thought about you everyday.
My love for you never slipped away.

I had to leave to work on my life.
So we could make it as husband and wife.

I know its my fault, that you are this way.
I am sorry and i love you is all i can say.

I'm going to hell, you to heaven."
Then it was signed "I Love you-Kevin."

Up in heaven, she did smile.
She finally got what she wanted all this while.

Looked away from the land.
Kissed his lips, grabbed his hand.

Pulled him closer, held him tight.
Whispered "thank you for saving me tonight."

They walked forward, just them two.
He softly whispered "I love you."