I think this is what we call a 'goodbye'

I started writing poetry shortly after he died
He used to be there for me and he was my best friend
All I give for him are these stupid lousy poems
They aren't even my good ones.
These are bad poems for the world to see
Why do I do that?
'Cause I'm scared that someone will copy them and make them their own
Yes, I know, I am crazy
I am also very selfish.
How could I do such a thing to my best friend?
Submit bad poetry that even I hate
This is such a disgrace to everything
I am finished writing poetry
Never ever again until I get that courage
Until then,

I will continue writing poems in my little blue book.

*Goodbye ya'll. I just thought that I owed you a little explanation and I got bored... its actually supposed to be some paragraph thing but I had to reword and space it around so it wouldn't be such a bore. Anyways, I'll probably be back... don't know how soon or exactly when. Thanks. =]
- Rayne