This is the hardest thing I’ve had to do,
But I think its best that I do.
I can’t keep on living like this,
Lying to you, I feel like a traitor every time we kiss.
See I never wanted to hurt you, or feel this way,
I can’t control my feelings; see they change from day to day.
I hope you can understand the meaning of what I’m saying,
I love you I swear but now I’m not staying.
You’ve been in my life for so long,
Living without you would surely be wrong.
Which is why I hope you can still call me your friend when this is through,
You know I wish what I’m saying wasn’t true.
I’ve found someone new, and he’s always on my mind,
I wanna be with him, I can’t say goodbye.
Please don’t be angry, not yet, I have still so much to say,
I love you so much, but I’m so scared you won’t stay.
You know how I feel; I’ve told you before,
But living scared, is like knocking on death’s door.
You mean so much to me; you protect me like a brother,
Care for me like a mother,
And I never want you to leave my side,
I need you here, this is no lie.
I can’t find the words to show you how much you mean to me,
You’ll always own part of my heart, bigger than he.
I hope you will see what I’m trying to be,
I can’t let you go, you mean too much to me.
But if you have to leave, I understand,
I just wanna say you’re the first one I fell in love with, you showed me that I can,
And to live without you,
Well, I don’t think I can.
I’d miss you forever and would keep thinking of you,
You know it’s true, I’ll always love you.
