Omg wow...i really am crying right now capri!....because i've felt that same way...in fact i've had that same exact DREAM..weird i know...i told you i loved you..but i couldnt take it anymore..so i downed a bunch of pills and killed myself in YOUR bathroom...in YOUR shower...with the shower head running..the blood running towards the drain in streams of crimson..wow i need to write a new poem about it...LOVE YOU!