I want you to know

I miss you.
i lie in bed at night.
hoping that you can call.
you cant.

at night.
i think about calling you.
just think, maybe he can talk.
he cant.

in class.
all i can think about is you.
its seems to me.
that everything in this world reminds me of you.

seeing couples.
they are happy.
and they are together.
i want you.

i start to think.
maybe someday i can be with him.
then memories come flooding in.
memories of the night i became worthless.

i no longer have something.
something that made ME unique.
you know that.
do you still want me?

you say you do.
i think, how can he?
theres almost no way i could make it up.
forget that... there IS no way.

so now instead of thinking.
I know.
now instead of being all you wanted.
i am nothing.

im nothing but sorry.
nothing but regret.
to you.
and to myself.

theres only one part.
that keeps my heart going.
i want you to know.
YOU are that part.

I love you so much Screamer.