Finally dead

Pain, sorrow, deep cuts in your skin
your crying for him, soon will begin
your world is gray, cold, wet, and empty
you pray, please someone, anyone help me
eyes full of tears,heart full of despair
you once loved life, now you don't care
you cry alone in the dead of night
you wipe your tears, they only show fright
you have lost your true love, your all alone
it seems your friends never answer the phone
you sit in darkness, hoping to die
you stare at his picture wondering why
you hold up the gun, point it at your head
slowly pull the trigger, your finally dead