Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I cry
But no matter what
It doesnt matter how hard I try.

My body is breaking
As well as my heart
Tonight I'll cry
And tomorrow I'll die.

I try not to bring
The blade to my wrist
But I don't have the energy
To even try to resist.

Blood flows freely
As my life ebbs slowly out
Tonight I'll dream of
Blood, death and angels

Tomorrow I won't wake
And my eyes will close
I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorrier than you'll ever know.