The pale queen of the silent night

Oh, wild untamed bird
you fly wherever you wish without any care
oh, you precious mountain in the presence of god
without feeling his touch.

oh, flowing rivers
calling home with crystal waves of moan.
with grieve, manifesting your sorrows
oh, mournful wind
the true music of nature
sighing inconstantly with tears
for the pale queen of the silent night
oh, grieve, beauty, and tear
this very night I abhor
thine life, and love I fear
like the leave of Autumn I am withered
wrapped and wrinkled up
so much in need of his light
the spring of my lifes' joy is dry
and its growing in my heart
all comfort from me is gone
so my love and I must part

tears idle tears, they slide down my cheek
tears from the depth of my heart and soul
in despair rises in thine heart and gather in thy eyes
looking back on to the happy Autumn skies and spring seas
makes me think of the days that are no more
I yearn for some comfort from some where within me
that has not been touched by any mortals,
but left untouched and divine.

the night has began
and my heart is deprived from all joy of life
there is a stillness srounding me, such that I detest and fear.

the crystal moon is out
but tonight it doesn't shine
the lights on the street reflects my loneliness, my fear
the shadow of my grieve
is following me
death is sweet that shortens such a life.
the pleasant years that soon so swiftly run
the merry days that so soon came to an end
the joyful night we took refuge in each others arm
the happy hours we spent talking of a future together
now I miss the most

my heart feels each pain and know no joy at all
when once you asked for my heart
oh, how joyfully did i in return put it in your care
with that killing eyes you looked into thine eyes
and unlocked each door to my secret
and in your musical voice whispered into my ear
"make my happiness, and I will make yours".
that very night you vowed and said if an oath
is necessary then I swear it
that I shall not from you take leave
or from your face wipe trace of smile
but to burn like a candle in the nights
when the light of the night refuses to come out
to give you light.

you swore to love no other but thee
and to my wildest dream you shall response.
that very night under the light of the moon
you took my hands in yours with your eyes piercing mine
reflecting your love
but slowly caressing my hand and to your lips
you brought it, and placed upon it a kiss
and once again you said with this kiss I seal my vow, my oath, and my love to you.

I am sorry that I can not be yours
for my heart belongs some where else
i did you wrong, and deceived you
but I posses no love in my heart for you
my heart is seeking somewhere far
magical, fairy like, and mystic
I belong to those bleak light-less night
where my heart loses itself in meditation of another world