My imperfections

Never thought of who I wanna be

Never thought of what I really need

Never thought of where I would go

Never thought my scars would show

All my dreams are fallin apart

Hide my tears but they\'re crashin down

No one knows, my pain wont show

How could you know you were never around

You blamed me when I finally fell

I\'m not perfect but you couldn\'t tell

Always smile so you\'d never know

I wanna die and escape my hell

My empty heart is holdin me back

Blamin me like it was all my fault

You never cared don\'t try to lie

You can\'t save me, I\'m fallin apart

I let my fears run my life

Needed you there to hold me tight

Scared to die but afraid to live

Want it to end when I say goodnight

You blamed me when I finally fell

I\'m not perfect but you couldn\'t tell

Always smile so you\'d never know

I wanna die and escape my hell

Couldn\'t live without you here

Tried to forgive but I couldn\'t forget

Wish you\'d see what you did to me

But you don\'t give, don\'t give a shit

When I cry I grow weak

Let my guard down I don\'t know why

Never thought you\'d do this to me

Can\'t help me now just watch me die

You blamed me when I finally fell

I\'m not perfect but you couldn\'t tell

I wanna die and escape my hell