A LETTER TO GOD

I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY THINGS.BUT I KNOW THAT YOUR STILL HERE WITH ME.TIMES GET TOUGHER.THE ROAD GETS BUMPIER.SORRY FOR ALL THE SCREAMING I DID.JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO I GUESS.YOU HAVE HANDED ME QUITE A LOAD.BUT I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW.THAT I KNOW I MESS.UP AND I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT.BUT DEAR GOD.PLEASE SEE THAT I AM TRYING!!!YOU'VE SAW ME AT MY WORST.CRYING IN THE DARK .FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE LOST.I KNOW THAT I SHOULD TALK TO YOU MORE.AND MAYBE THESE BAD DAYS ARE A WAY OF BRINGING ME BACK.SOMETIMES GOD THIS LOAD FEELS WAY TO HEAVY.I'VE GIVEN IT TO YOU.BUT THEN IT COMES BACK.I JUST WANT THIS VISCIOUS CYCLE TO END!