My life is so screwed up

My life is so screwed up
my dreams have faded away
my heart is only aching
with pain of misery

I'm screaming bloody murder
as the days grow longer and longer
I'm fighting the voices
as their coming on stronger

its never going to end all these pitiful days
as i walk into those doors
in black in white
as my feet lay upon those floors

my days are getting harder and harder
as i follow the wrong path
the feeling is so scary
the pain is like a wrath

I'm getting into trouble
as i fall on my back
while everyones laughing
and not giving me any slack

while i cry myself to sleep at night
i dream that I'm not alone
but when i wake up
there isn't a place to call my home

my family has turned on me
I'm sitting in the dark
no to comfort and secure my
broken heart

I'm not that perfect
like everyone once said
I'm not that bad girl
laying in her death bed!!!

please comment and vote it will really mean oh so much to me