Holiday Present

For Christmas
I always wanted gifts
That brought happiness
But lately it seems
No one cares,
This is supposed to be a time for love
But now it seems
That its a time
For lies, hatred, n damnation
So I'm going to go
Out with a holiday cheer
I'll give myself a gift of freedom
And the rest of u can go on
Without me forever
Though The bow may be sadness
And the wrapping paper
Depression, n guilt
The present will be worth it
Happy f.kin holidays
*slices wrist, bleeds out*
with this last breath i want u to know i love all of those who know me
even the ones i say i hate i love them
thats why I'm doing this *sighs deeply trying to finish poem* goodbye