I drank in the poison of your empty words like cheap wine.
I thought you were mine, only mine.
I let down the walls I built to protect
my heart.
Now you have attacked it and torn
it apart like a savage beast.
I deserve the truth at the least.
Tears streamed down my face and
it hurts so bad to think my love and
devotion to you has gone to waste.
We had some great memories I'll
never forget but now my heart is
full of sadness and regret.
I sit here without making a noise.
You loved me for awhile, then when
you got bored of me you tossed me
aside like a little boy does with his
old toys.
Thoughts are racing in my head.
My heart is wreathing in pain.
I cannot lose my mind, I refuse
to go insane.
All of the effort I put into this
relationship has now gone in vain.