Stage 1. Ashamed.

I can't feel my beating heart anymore
You've burned it to firey ash
I can't feel my sorrowful tears anymore
they're only but a simble of a another crash

Who are you but a person who despises the different?
Who am I but a person you despises the normal?

We are but an unforgiving world.

Love me for me.
And hope the the Loneliness of Love never takes your heart for granted,
as He did mine.

Hope that the Ring rage
never rapes around like a Python in a cage,
For your words will surely be strangelled.

Who are we but bad poets
without a name.
Horried hearts, all the same.
We are open wounds, ready to be blamed.

I am a broken body,
grasping for air
Begging for someone to care.

I am nothing but a broken heart.
A lonely, open soul,
for anyone to take away.

We are all weak at heart.

She tells me I am The Beatle on the ground.
And i nod in acceptence.
And i BEG for acceptence.
But i plead for forgivness!?...

..For just being me?
For just smiling when i feel like it.
For just dreaming,
that i could be more than YOU!

Tell me I am more than the Lonely Love i feel inside.
Tell me i am more than the rage, and the python's cage.
Tell me than i am everything.
But the reply is only a regular heartless answer.

"You are nothing, but a fag."

a heartless answer.
With a heartless stare.
From my heartless sister!

Goodbye my friend
Goodbye

~dedicated~

~please comment a vote~

i feel it's important to know the definition of Fag for this poem.

Fag- during the holocaust they gathered up all the gay men and women. Tied them up and made everyone in the camp come and watch them. They\'d set them on fire and everyone around would have to watch them burn to there deaths.

Anyone who reading this, please seise from using that word. It's probably the most discusting word in the english dictionary that I'm aware of. If you've ever called someone that please realize that it is offense and not tolerable. They teach us that Fag means a bundle of sticks. That jsut show how much our world tries to cover from us. I beleive that our world is becoming more excepting of gay people, But not enough. Love is love. People are people. Why does it matter.

If it matters to you, realize that almost all the people in history had homosexual partners, but back then it didn't matter. They didn't worry about labeling themselves as straight or gay. I guess some things have changed.

~peace~