Why?~?~?

Why do i feel like this.After all the stuff you did and said bout me.I don't get it.But when you got suspend i was SOOOOOOOO upset.Then when i heard you got expelled i felt even worse.I don't no what is going on with me.I cant feel like this because of what u do and say bout me.Now i don't even no if i can go thought school with out thinking of you.I miss you soooooooooooo much