I really liked this poem. It was sad and very I could relate to it a lot. I'm sure most people could relate. There were only a few grammar mistakes I saw. The i's need to be capitalized.
So i wont have to hate you
So i wont have to wipe the tears out of my eyes
^^Wont I think should be wouldn't.
The truth was to strong
^^To should be too.
I shouldn't had heard it
^^Had should be have.
So i wont have to care but your to hard to forget
^^Wont should be wouldn't.
When you was always there
^^Was should be were.
Now that you lost my trust
^^I'm not sure if this should be: "Now you've lost my trust." or "Now that you've lost my trust."
Sorry if I was a little too picky. I'm pretty much a grammar freak. I really did like your poem though! Oh and thanks so much for commenting on my poem "Live Life At Random". :]