I try so hard,
just to fail in your eyes.
I've changed my ways,
even taken off my disguise.
I have done everything,
everything I can for you,
I am a better person,
I am not the girl you once knew.
You have shut down,
And hidden yourself from me,
When I look at you,
Its hard to say what I see.
You have put up walls,
you have pushed me away,
And when I try to tell you this,
you have nothing at all to say.
We used to stay up late,
And laugh and talk and smile,
But that is something,
we have not done in a while.
We used to be so happy,
But now we only fight,
I used to sleep in bed,
but now I sit up on the couch all night.
you used to kiss my face,
you used to take my hand,
but now we just sit silently,
I just don't understand.
What happened to the kisses,
what happened to that spark?
something isn't right
I've been left in the dark.
now I sit up alone at night,
With nothing to do but cry,
Not knowing how to talk to you,
Not understanding why,
I am so lost in myself,
so caught up in doubt,
With no one to come rescue me,
No one to bail me out.
What happened to the man,
I fell in love with months ago?
why cant you just open up
And let your feelings show?
Why have I lost apart of you,
Why are you so closed?
And why when I want to talk to you-
Are you so opposed?
Why must you lie to me?
please tell me so I know-
I dont want to lose you,
I dont want to have to go.
I lost a part of you-
The part that I once knew,
But know that no matter what happenes,
I will always love you.
