Unsure love

When i don't know
if you really care.
my heart starts to bleed.
my life turns to despair.

I'm wanting you to love me
like i love you .
but never really know if wot your saying is true.

I'm confused and lonely.
things you said id never be.
how do you live with your self.
is it you or is it me?

am i the crazy one
or just lost my god dam mind
for believing you love me
they say that love is blind.

i cant think of my life without you
but i cant stay if you don't care
I'm starting to believe I'm going mad
wot if?
wot could?
wot where?