I'm the new scene

Finally a head on collision with the rest of my life.
More painful than stabbing my heart with a knife.
More distasteful than being forced to grow up.
Trying hard just not to give up.

I took for granted what meant most.
And from the looks of it, I lost it.
So it's time to move on, and meet with destiny.
Knowing I can never undo the mistakes I've done.

My head is whirling.
The pain is swelling.
My heart is beating it's final beats.
My life has just begun, with this pain stabbing at my wounds.

Tonight is the night that I change.
Tonight was the night I became unseen.
Tonight was the night I became the new scene.
Tomorrow you will see a whole new side of me.

More powerful than ever before.
I have resolved to will on past this.
And decided I'm a better person.
I can see through you, just like I always have.
So don't hide from me, I'm not as scary as you think.