Have you ever?

Have you ever felt like an empty shell?
Like the life you've created is a living hell.
Have you ever felt so alone inside?
Like the heart you own has finally died.

Have you ever been so confused in the head?
When you think to yourself, you'd be better off dead.
Have you ever had a day so long?
When you think to yourself, was waking up wrong.

Have you ever been filled with so much pain?
That your thought's about living, is there was nothing to gain.
Have you ever just sat there and needed to feel love?
That the only place you could get it was from the people above.

Have you ever lost someone and longed to see their face?
That perhaps dying with them could take you to that place.
Have you ever been ashamed of what you have done?
When there was no place to hide, no place to run.

Have you ever just needed to get something out?
Where all that you wanted was to scream and shout.
Have you ever done something to make you so mad.
When you prayed to yourself, please help me dad!