All Of The Hurting Inside

Plenty of tears I've cried
Bleeding from the thought
Of losing you completely
Maybe I'll wake up
Before I die in my
Dream again, I feel
Like I'll never get up
At Times I miss you
Like Hell and I feel so blue
I'm suppressed by my fears
If you wish to leave
My pain will not heal
Its all so real
I backed you up
Though all of your fears
I've been bleeding for
Too long, I need
To take it all away
All along I've wanted to
Be gone away from my hurting
Does this make me less of a man
Just think about it
Distant to those
Who are close to me
I don't want to be
The one to
Hurt you when I fall down
This time
I'm not
Sure if my hand
Can catch you
I should have known
That our
Love was not meant to last
When we seem to give in
You hurt me
Just so I'll feel your pain
Then I hurt myself
Just to get back at you
I believe I make
The right choices
When I put my Daily
Mask on
I wind up hurting you
All over again
all my questions
are killing me
Like the cancer i have inside
As I watch Everything
begin to swirl
I'm out of touch
I will not kiss you
Because the hard part
Is visioning leaving you
I have no idea
If we will marry
I count down the days
We have left To love each other
Baby I'm sorry
But right now
I'm drowning In
My own Sorrow
From All Of The Hurting Inside!