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by cassie Dec 17, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I sit awake on my bed, Tears streaming down my face, Tonights that awaited night... Tonights my final trace. Or so thats the plan, The tablets on my table, I thought this would be so much quicker, Than the sacred noose-like cable... Ten small pills, Down my tightened throat, Didnt bother to leave you, That last final note. You wouldnt read it, You dont care, No one does, And that I am sure Ten more tablets, Go down my air hole, Drowning away my life, Killing my pathetic soul. Five more tablets, The deadly ones that kill, I blink away my second thoughts, Wash them down with skill. A few moments later, Everything gets dark, Dizzy, Im out of sink I black out... Seconds later, My eyes are open, But not for long, Flickering open and shut, My mind is dying. Terrible pains, Instant sleep, Constant headaches, Heart skips the beats I open my eyes, So tired, No energy, Pain. Why am I still here, Im not meant to be... Ill make sure next time is different, I promise, Youll see.
by Robiie
I hope you break that promise x0x0
by mimzy
So sad.. but beautiful.. I hope this isn't what you really feel though.. but seriously WOW