Can't explain why

Can’t Explain why?

Off all the things that has been undone
I’ve tried my best
But things turned out down
I’ve got it all poured
And shown up, just for fun

Fancy moments that we had
The neon’s that flickered up
Feels like, I was in heaven
But my heart is vividly aching
Deep inside it’s bleeding

Can’t explain why?
I can’t let go
When sometimes, I tried to
One step forward, means
I have to see you go

Damn,
Why am I still breathing?
If every minute you’re the meaning
Would this be a curse?
Then, I don’t want it lose.

-yEng-