Not ready yet

I dont wanna grow older
Cuz then my past washes away
Friends Ive had arent the same
I cant let myself move on
My future isnt where my mind is, dont wanna think
I wasnt ready for this much change

What do you do
When the ocean washes up one day
Takes your before out to the sea
Whats it supposed to prove when you say goodbye
Doesnt mean what you want is whats right
Im not ready yet
To ever say goodbye

But I have to grow older
Though life wont stay in one place
Nothing stays the same
I have to let myself move on
My future is creeping up on me, now I have to think
Not everything has to change