This Pain has hit with Unbearable Strength,
Everything within me Sears with Pain.
It's not the Touch that brings out the Screams,
It's the Looks and the Thoughts that are Killing me.
All I wanted was for Someone to Care.
For Once I wanted Someone to See me for me,
Someone I could Trust.
Now all I've found is the Unbearable Pain
That only a Boy seems able to Cause.
The Knife He Stabbed in me,
And Continues to Twist,
Sends Stinging Torment through out my Soul,
Bringing Tears to my eyes,
Though Never letting them Escape.
I Collapse to the Floor,
The Dagger still Threaded Through my Heart.
And as I lay so Close to Death
I see You Standing Above me,
An Unexplainable Look in Your eyes,
As if You can't quiet Understand that it was You
Who did This to me.
And as I lay just Moments from an Endless Sleep
I can Almost hear Your Voice
Saying that You never Meant to do -
That You didn't Realize -
What You'd Done.
And in those few Moments,
Before my body can give up all this Unending Suffering,
I decide to Hold on.
Living on the Hope that Tommorow
You really might Realize how Close You came to Killing me.
And as Time Passes,
Weeks, months,
But not quiet years,
You have yet to see
The Damage You've caused,
Not just to my Heart,
But also to my Soul.
