I had once had
Hopes of love and happiness
I thought I found it with you
But that was a mess.
I had my hopes and dreams
Laid out in front of me
'Till you came along
And told me I had to see
That my dreams
Won't come true
"No matter how hard you try,
No matter what you do."
You crushed my hopes,
Slaughtered every last dream
You tipped my whole world
I just want to scream!
I lived in constant fear
That you would disapprove
I thought I needed you
I didn`t want to lose
I thought I had to have you
But I kno that was a lie
When I thought I was alive
Everyone else watched me die.
When I finally realized the truth
I was in total shock
For when I was with you
I thought I was a rock
My whole world
Came crashing down
It was at this point I knew
I had to turn my life around
Once I did that,
I would be free
And everyone will see
The new me
I`m finally rejuvenated
I'm starting new
My life is better
And going as I want it to
