So many times i have waited and longed to be with you
I was left wondering, thinking you had fallen through
I held on and imagined the times with you
It was impossible waiting, yet all i could do
Your presence may not be with me physically
And I'm often left here all alone
Holding onto the memories and shame
You created so very long ago
My mind tried to comprehend
What should i do right now
I sit with anticipation
I'm just trying to figure out
My mind is overwhelmed
With the games and intrigue
My soul was drifting long ago
My ego subsides at sea
If it was my love you needed
It was yours from the very first kiss
But you held back and were saddened
And now its me you'll miss
Once you loved you never look back
And you follow through with what you feel
Your pride and insecurity
Has stolen you from me
