I hate him for making me fall for him..
i hate him for introducing me to love..
i hate him for making me believe in us..
i hate him for making me long for him...
i hate him because i can't forget about him..
i hate him because i want to be with him..
i hate him because i miss him..
i hate him because i can't hate him..
i hate him because i love him...
i hate the fact that we're not together anymore..
i hate the fact that he already forgotten about me..
i hate the fact that he's with someone right now..
but most of all...
i hate myself for not being able to hate him..
i hate myself for letting him win..
i hate myself for still wanting him...
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