Right now,
I'm wondering how I am going to write my poem,
My head is blank,
My mind is blank,
My heart is blank,
The loneliness in me,
Nobody will ever know;
The sufferings of mine,
Nobody will ever feel;
The tears Ive cried,
Nobody will ever notice;
The pain I endure,
Nobody will ever realize;
The poems Ive wrote,
Nobody will ever understand.
You say you get it,
But I certainly don't think so,
Cause I'm unable to see any reaction,
Just a blank look on your face,
Is enough to prove that I'm right.
What you've comprehend,
Is just that I'm depressed,
And that I just adore writing poems,
As a method to express my feelings.
Well,
You don't know me precisely!
You just thought you knew,
People change,
Don't you?
Can you for once!
Stop acting like you understand me,
Ive been changing every day,
So were you,
Don't you realize?
I guess you don't,
Cause you're too deep in thoughts,
That you can hardly notice the changes,
Thats happening every second,
Between you and me.
Can anyone,
For god sake!
I mean anyone,
Spare just a little time for me,
I just need someone to listen,
What I have to say,
And someone to tell me,
What I want to hear,
Is it too much for me to ask for?
Someone to be my friend,
That I can share joy with,
Or share grief with,
Or even share opinion with.
Don't my poems mean anything?
Doesn't anyone impressed by it?
Doesn't anyone touched by it?
Doesn't anyone affected by it?
Does anyone ever learn to appreciate it?
The way I treasured it,
The way I cherished it,
The way I valued it,
Just like how I feel about my friends,
But sadly,
I don't think they feel the same,
I feel so
Lonely,
Neglected,
Ignored,
And DEJECTED!
Where were they?
When I needed them;
Where were they?
When I cried for hours;
Where were they?
When I thought of leaving;
Where were they?
When I pray for help;
Where were they?
When I felt so hopeless;
Where were they?
When I am in love.
To those who really cared for me,
I'm sorry if I wasn't there for you,
But ill try my best in the future to do so,
Call me when you need me.
To those who has been there for me,
I am grateful from the bottom of my heart,
Thanks for all your time spend on me,
When i know y'all have your own problems too.
