My friend the knife

My friend the knife
Which I use to cut my wrists
To run away
From the pain
In my Life!

My friend the Drug
Which I take
To hallucinate
The things I don't wanna know, hear or see!!
To feel helpless like a little Bug!

My friend The Noose
I tie it , then stand on the chair
I slip my head through the hole
Saying " No one will notice"
" No one will care"
Then.. *crash* the chair hits the floor