At night I dream of no light
I pray for the other side
My loneless knows one time
As I witness the last days of my life
No hope insight
I walk along and climb god's empty mountain tops
I dream of a time to heal my broken soul
I have no time as a sit and cry
Knowing that I have lived a lie
I light the fuse
I paint the cross
I build my box
I wonder of my lost
As a sit and stare
So many years
I still can not get up those stairs
Little by little I crawl in the mud
I hide in my shame of the lost
She was my love it is true
I am gently remembered how she murdered me too
She was so cruel
She forgot she was suppose to love me it's true
Silly me, was I asking to much of you
To have some honor and some pride
Little did I know you were dead inside?
You took my love and trust and spate on them
I thought you were more then that
You were no different then any one of have every met
How could you forget your promise to me?
I never forgot mine to you
So that is why I still love you
