There was a time when you were gone
A minute a second
Since then you left a million more times
You see the one I lost was everything to me
Her beauty was more then skin deep
Her eye of white chocolate mousse
Melting my heart break with a sweet taste
Her smile warmed me inside
Every time I saw her my heart would race
I was more then I could take
So much desire and love
I was so out of place
Yet I felt like a different man
All my fears and scars where in no man land
I was free from everything bad
Her love washed out all the pain inside my human frame
Then there was this day
I found her in a naked embrace
With another man
All my hate and loneness came back
I cried and cried till this day
I miss the life of no hate
I crawl in the gutters of my rage and shame
But I miss her soul
I would have given any thing to grow old with her
To take care of her
To watch her
I feel so lost without her
So much love lost in my life for her
I do not have the strength to leave her
Even after all these years
I still love you my angel
Forgive my weakness
