Love him.

I do.

I have built you up, brought you down.. and look your climbing right back up the moutain.. see, you can do it. I told you to trust me, you did.. see, you made it.. Your intact. Your broken inside; as am I. In the end you'll be stronger than me..

I always was stronger than you.

You don't know what it takes to contain this monster..
you nor no one have any idea... see, you cant love me, till you love what is inside of me, you were afraid of it, and left.. so i had to find her.. You were gone for five months.. did you not expect me to find someone else? What in the hell was I supposed to do ?

Exactly what you did. I said that I am done being mad at you. I just want you to understand.

I've come full circle..
I now think I vaguely understand the pain that i cause others, all i have to do is find the solution.

The solution would be for you to go, find some hole in the ground, and stay there away from everyone. But that's not what you're supposed to do. You have to go and find the one that can endure who you are. There IS someone. It just wasn't me. It's all good.