I Hate

I hate the way things turned out
I hate the things I've done
But most of all, I hate
The person that I've become.

I'm weak and bad
Unhappy and sad.

I thought I could be strong
Boy, was I wrong.

I'm mean and fake
This life I can't take.

I don't know who I am
And no one gives a damn.

I hate that I always screw things up
I hate my whole life
I'm still so young, but
Living no longer feels right.

I hate the way I feel
I can no longer deal.

I used to look forward to the future
But now I dread fate
Yes it is true
I'm everything I hate.

**I Know This One Is Bad, I Was In A Bad State When I Wrote It.**