My Little White Lie

I was in love with him,
We'd been through many ups and downs,
But he always had a way of turning my frown upside down,
But most of the relationship we had a good time,
Until I messed up with my little white lie,
I was afraid of falling in love . . . getting too close,
But now I regret it knowing I broke up with him because I was afraid my heart would be broke.
So I started to treat him bad,
But all it did was make me even more sad.
That's when I told him the white lie,
At first he didn't know, blinded by the light.
But he found out,
The last thing I can remember is him looking at me and starting to scream and shout.
That was the last time I saw him.
Then he left and went away to another place,
I just want to see it one more time, his face.
I just want to that he's safe and alright,
But I can't because of my stupid white lie
R.I.P. JASSHAWN WILLIAMS! THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM WE DIDN'T GET INTO AN ARGUMENT. I JUST FEEL AS THOUGH IT COULD'VE BEEN BETTER.I NEVER LIED TO HIM THOUGH!!!