More than friends?

Do you sleep okay at night?,
will you wander into my room?,
you'll touch me with your hands,
i feel unclean,
i feel unclean.

The water can't wash away,
the dirt upon my skin,
invisible to the eye,
but i see it every day.
I feel betrayed,
i feel betrayed.

I lost so many nights,
where did i go wrong?,
i thought you were my friend,
I lost my faith,
i lost my faith.

The water isn't pure,
i can't wash it away.

I feel unclean,
i feel unclean.