I'm so happy, so confused and so hurt. I like him I really do, but something tells me he's unsure. The worst thing to happen would be for him to leave. God I wanna cry. I just wanna be with him. Stare at him. Feel the presence of his love. The touch of care. I get so frustrated when he's not here, or there, or with me. He's got a heart of black and gold. Black for deep pure emotion. Gold for pure sweetness. God! I hate it when he's not around! He is like my drug. I crave him and he leaves me wanting more! I wanna die with his poisons in my blood. Let's O.D. on love and never look back! Watch my eyes roll into the back of my head and turn white. As the sweet substances of his intoxicated mind are inflicted upon my body. Let it fade and remember me as the one who once loved you... Remember me, and I'll remember you...
