Cant Quite Cope

I waited to long and it was my fault.
You stop everything in ur life just for me u came to a hault.
I wanted to give u an answer but it wasnt that easy.
Cause i love the person im with they make me pretty happy.

And my relationship with u back then went so well.
and the one im n right now is going so far good i can tell.
But i waited 6 whole months just for u.
and the 6 months u wouldnt understand all the pain i went through.

And i was afraid to say yes cause i knew id get hurt again.
but i made up my mind and i was ready now i wasnt then.
but i waited to long u already moved on.
ur with someone now ur feelings are long gone.

And i talk to u all the time and i miss ur voice so much.
and the way it felt when it was my face u touched.
girl i no i said i wasnt ready but i really was.
but i guess this is how life goes.

And the relationship im still and i almost made the biggest mistake.
breakin up with her wow i must have been crazy thats a regret i wouldnt be able to take.
im willin to give her a chance maybe an actually time to figure out if i love her.
just to make sure.

And im here waitin for when u come cryin back.
and when u need ur heart fixed i put right where it belongs intact.
and i might have given faith but ill never give up hope.
and i might get jealous of this all but thats the reason because i cant quite cope.

JayJay
My ex asked me out and i waited for that for a long time and im in a relationship that i was gona fuk up just for a girl her hurt me so bad a year ago. and the poems that ive written over the past 8 months are all for her but they dont matta now.
well thanks for readin comment and rate if u want