She wishes the pain and the heartache would all go away,
The painful thoughts of us passing through my head everyday,
The thought of seeing you with her slowly kills me inside with each breath I take.
I gave up my whole life for you. I even put my heart at stake.
I loved you, I really did.
And it’s really painful what you had hid.
Each day with you was a dying day for me.
It was as if you had held the knife for me and had started to carve away at my heart.
I sat up late at night wondering where our love was going to be,
How late you kept me up thinking of you, and then thinking of me.
How were we to last?
How am I to put all of this crap between you and me in my past?
The dreadful feeling that you get from a broken heart will linger and it stays.
But the point is, my heart is broken and I know many others whose hearts are broken too.
But I am who I am to this very day.
And there is nothing you can do or say.
