You led me to it

Thrown to my knees
"Scrub the floor!" you yell
Left to cry.
I wash with a bucket full of tears

Music so loud my ears bleed
I don't want to hear your voice
I wish you'd leave
I'm tired of seeing your face

Can't take it anymore!
It's been so long since I've cryd
I break down lying on the floor
Drowning in my tears

I lift my head to look forward
Crawling towards the door to lock it
Pulling my wounded body to my unstable feet.

Walk like a Zombie to the bathtub as if i was drawn to it.
Turning the knob to warm, it fills fast with the help of my blood and tears

Getting into the water clothes and all
Leave the water running as it spills over the sides. Taking the easy was was stupid.

But i couldn't take it anymore
you pushed me over the edge to many times.This time I just didn't swim to the surface.

It's been so long since I've cryd break down lying on the floor
Drowning, drowning.