My tears

My tears

I am in such pain
Even after all these years
Mine mind and heart are so lost
All I do is sleep
Don't have the courage to live this nightmare
I am so hurt I can't even look at another girl
Nine years, and I still cry the tears of missing you
I have never been that happy before
I fell all the way down the well of love
I hit the bottom and broke all my bones
I limp along without my love
My life is empty beyond belief
My heart is black and full of rage
And ever year it grows my dear
I can not stop it, it's in control
My mind has lost it's will to live
Now I try to survivor my fall
It hurts so much
I sometimes wish to end it, you know
Like a beaten dog, I look up and know you're gone
And I re-live my fall
And the pain grows
My sorrow knows no way out