Broken: its over (part two)

I'm not crazy anymore
thats what you fear
the truth is id rather
be dead than be here

I cant stand your voice
but ill shut up my face
Swimming in red
what is this place?

a horrible place
where insanity dwells
I cover my eyes
to drown out your yells

I'm tired, I'm broken
I'm beaten, you've won
congrats to you
no one knows what you've done

For I am a prisoner
inside of my head
good news for you
I'm already dead

Remember that one time
I said i was dying
you'll be tickled to know
that I wasn't lying

I'm sorry to those
who "care" about me
But I'm proud of you, dad
and I'm glad you are happy

You aren't hungry anymore
you feed on my soul
you've thrown out my future
and erased all my goals

I'm am your slave
which fails to amaze me
you've tortured my heart
and you drove me crazy

you grabbed onto my sanity
and tore it in two
I tried to hold on
there wasn't much i could do

But I thought id be nice
and just let you know
that Ive given up hope
and I'm letting go

my mind goes blank
as i fall to the ground
my thoughts are erased
I cant hear a sound

Lately Ive been scattered
my thoughts were a mess
I was sending an SOS
as a damsel in distress

my personality dimming
my color going Grey
all signs that you ignored
that brought me here today

the impact didn't hurt at all
compared to what i left behind me
now your only crisis is
where to hide my body.