Here She Goes again

She lets out a sigh,
with a knife against her wrist,
she sits there and thinks,
can she really do this?

She lets out a Smirk,
and lets out a cold grin,
she knows forever she'll be lost,
If she Cuts deeper into her skin.

But to her it doesn't matter,
Her parents were never there,
so in a thought of her mind,
she thought they never would care.

All her mother would do,
was scream and shout,
she would always be yelled at,
until she blocked her out.

And her Father was Different,
always would beat her with no right,
thats was the reason,
she would cry herself to sleep at night.

The only one she had to turn to,
were the people who she adored the most,
the angels that she called friends,
the ones she held Close.

Though her friends,
went be hide her back.
telling her lies and rumors,
Telling her things she would lack.

So now shes alone,
trying to put up a fight,
yet she was already dead,
she fallowed the light.

It bring her somewhere,
where she could always smile,
and where she would never cry,
thinking of her past all the while.